Saturday, November 26, 2005

Dream of 26/11/05 Picking Pineapples!

this was a long dream..I remember waking then going back to it, but the only part I remember was me picking pineapples I just take this dream of the assurance of us leaving for Queensland..cause that is the pineapple state...they grow heaps of it there

Friday, November 11, 2005

Dream of 11/11/05

Went back to sleep this morning for a little while and had this dream...I'm driving my car and have DH and 2 kids with me...we stop at a superstore I park right at the front one away from the entrance (I never do that!!)We all go in and start looking at different things. DH goes one way, Son another way. Daughter and I stay together.We are wondering around and then DH says he has a sore ankle. Next thing I am seeing him in a wheelchair being pushed by a lady, he's looking at me and pointing at his ankle and saying it's sore. I'm confused as to why he didn't ask me to help him. I am watching him go and the store seems to open out and there is a very busy highway out there. The lady suddenly disappears and Dave is moving the wheelchair himself, he goes around to the left and this huge truck and starts up what must be an incline...he can't do it and I see him freewheeling backwards into the traffic...to the right I am still a long distance away...I can't seem to make any distance up despite trying to...I hear a scream from DH and all the cars stopping hard, I then hear someone shout oh @#%$...suddenly Sharni and I can make ground up and we are getting closer to the corner I am telling her you musn't see what's round here, where's Nat you must go and find Nat...she doesn't want to leave me. I see people running..mostly children..from the left to the right of me...so many going past that when we turn the corner I expect something nasty...there is nothing, no accident scene, no people that have just gone past...just a normal street scene with a few cars and buildings.I see a lamp post down the bottom of the incline and with what I'm thinking is Dave sprawled out to the lampost as if he was stuck there like Sue's witch but because nobody is stopped or helping I can't be sure..Dream ends

Friday, November 04, 2005

Dream of 4/11/05

I am taking care of two boys I used to take care of when they were small, but at the age they are now. (I no longer see them). The house I am in is not mine and it's on an unknown street and yet I am selling it. A lady calls and asks to come and view, I say yes. The two boys are there when she gets there, I am wondering where their mother is, the older boy says oh remember on wednesday there is only one pick up? I determine he means usually a grandmother will pick them up(from me I presume?) and then their mother will get them from grandmother.The lady viewing looks around and says I should be very careful with the price and then she tells me she lives just over the road.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Dream of 14/10/05

I remember seeing lots and lots of trestle tables set out in buffet style piled high with food!!I vaguely recall being given food to eat, for some reason soup comes to mind When I woke from this I immediately thought, Oh no Lauri would want me to go back into the postition of when I woke and try and recall more

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Dream of 13/10/05 Soul Sisters!

I have the title Soul Sisters because when I woke from this dream, these are the two words that I heard I wonder if the dream goes with that... or not I was with my friend Nikki. There were lots of other people around, it gave the feel of being in a theme park, lots of laughter, excitement etc. From what I recall there were lots of rooms,large, people milling around the rooms or buildings? were the temporary type, sort of like a mobile home. Nikki and I were in one of these 'rooms'. I was very astounded at my friends behavior, because she was showing alot of emotion, smiling, giggling, hugging me in these very big loving hugs. I kept seeing us as if pictures had been taken for eg our faces together, smiling and a real love for each other as in being close friends or even family.I remember the hugs and they touched my very soul, the happiness I felt and the connection on a higher level were wonderful.We seemed to come and go from this room, people always around although I knew nobody else. We came back to the same room and there were about another 10-12 ? (couldn't say for sure they were female or male?) around the edge of the room, Nikki knew them and had invited them, suddenly Nikki said Happy Birthday and said all these people have come to help celebrate. I was baffled as it wasn't my birthday. Nikki gave me a $50 bill and behind this I believe was a $20 bill.That's all I can recall The reason I was so surprised at Nikki's behavior is that Nikki hides behind her emotions, she is not the huggy, lovey type person I am. I do however understand her and 'know' her So would love to hear anyone's take on this dream. Are we really soul sisters?ps, the dream was in alot of white and alot of the background stuff was blurry.Thanks!!!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Dream of 11/09/05

Had this one early this morning, it's kind of left me feeling uneasy.I was looking at all these beautiful yachts, I believe I was on one also travelling a waterway. The yachts were again that bright white. The water was muddy brown. I looked at the banks, they were just dirt. It was very hot and dry. On the banks to my left were these small snakes, I presume water snakes. Alot (like hundreds) had left the water and had died on the bank, they had turned black and crisp, some were still alive and writhing. Next we were passing another bank, which was above the water and to the right of me, there were lots of people, here the people ate those snakes, the chopped them in 3 and ate the middle, as I passed they started to throw some at me (being kind as in feeding us) , I screamed and tried to get the snakes off me.That's the end of the dream except when I woke I spoke the name of the country, Turkey.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Dream of 08/09/05

couple of dreams last night/this morning.Firstly I am at a big white wedding, the feel of it was very expensive. It was very family/friend orientated. The brides dress was very beautiful and of the purest white and the groom was wearing a black suit/tails. The dream seemed to be wrapped in a white 'fluff'. I did not know the bride or groom in rl.After the wedding it appears that the bride's dress or maybe veil?? not sure is being made into little gifts for all who came. On a table I go and see what's been done and I see these tiny angels (would be about 1 inch?) have been made from the fabric. There are all kinds of styles, some more lacy, others with beads. I pick one up and put it back as I see another which has little beads on and it seems to sparkle at me. I take this Angel.End of that dream.Second dream is at a hospital. The room I am in is again of this pure white and agaiun also has the 'fluffy' feel to the edges. I keep changing from being a patient to being the nurse, but it seems when I am either nurse or patient I am still also the other one (if that makes sense) When I am the patient I am taking warfarin ( a blood thinner)Third dream, now not sure if this is part of the second, I think maybe it is as it is in a similar room as the hospital one, I am looking front and to my right I see a lady I know in RL. Her name is Dorothy Reynolds, I tend to see her once a week at work.(She is not a warfarin patient) I see her and she just stands and smiles at me. Dream ends and I wake with a start, but then struggle to come out of sleep properly?Just wanting to add, in alot of my dreams lately I am seeing this white, it is a white so clear, so pure it is not of this earth, it radiates warmth and love from it, trying to explain it doesn't really give it justice It's beautiful and thinking of it now makes my heart soar and yearn for it at the same time

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Dream of 06/09/05

am with both my children and we are going grocery shopping. We arrive at the shop which is called woolworths here(chain of stores). It is not my usual place I go, in fact I have never seen it before.We go straight to where the freezer section should be to find that it's in the process of being revamped, there are no freezers just plain old (dirty)grey concrete on the floors. The rest of the shop is operating as normal. I remember feeling a bit silly not knowing that part was closed. We move over to the other part where I start to shop. (In comparison the working part of the shop was full of colour

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Dream of 20/08/05

I am going to visit a prominant Australian premier house. I go into the entrance room which is huge! It is decorated ornately in red and gold, it's very beautiful. The premier and his wife are sat to the left of the room, they look up smile and say hi and just carry on as if I'm meant to be there I go looking around. To the right of the room there is a passageway which I go in to. I come across the premiers wife's dressing room. Over the dresser are some of her clothes, which she has obviously tried on trying to decide what to wear for the occasion of my visit. I pick these clothes up, there are 3-4 shirts/blouses. The first I pick up is in pure white, it is so white zI wonder how she kept it that way. The second I glance over, it is red. The third is bright yellow. The forth is the most amazing colour I have ever seen.At first I thought it was just a bright orange until I look closer, The best way to describe it, it to say it is the colour of the most amazing sunset, all are melded into this shirt colour. As I sift throught the shirts I check out the size labels and see they vary from 10, 12 and 14 The I am away from the house and am driving my car. I am going very fast around these highway routes, they have lots of curves and turns. I start to worry that I will lose control, however I manage to keep the car on the road and don't lose it. Then I am within a huge spiral of highways, criss crossing over, tight bends and I am told it's going to get faster and that around this I'll be doing 200 miles per hour. I am really being tested. I then wake with a start, lay quietly thinking about that shirt with the sunset colours and I then have some kind of vision, I see it happen through my third eye!!( YES!!!!) and remember thinking I must write this down and of course don't! and fall back to sleep.Somehow think this has to do with my spiritual journey, the ups and downs and how fast things are going to happen

Friday, August 19, 2005

Dream od 19/08/05

I am driving a car with a small box trailer (hmm think this may be something different in US,) I get to an junk shop and seem to reverse the car and trailer actually into the shop??I get out of the car and a man greets me. I see in the trailer I have my lounge suite and a table which is on it's legs.I find that there is lots of rubbish and crumbs under the lounge cushions, I start clearing it, quite distraught that it is there. The man says to me something about the table, that if they are turned over and are laid on their tops, it is much better to transport. He shows me this on a table that is in the shop (which is bigger and much nicer than mine) and then proceeds to turn my table over .End of dream

Friday, July 22, 2005

Dream of 22/07/05 Earth Dream

had this dream last night, I just sort of remembered it now,I was with my work colleague and I had this huge dizzy spell, as I came out of it, I blurted out (I can't remember exactly, but I think China or Japan ) is going to have a big one, I then said to my colleague and also Indonesia is going to get hit real big once more, I said to her, remember I told you this. this IS just a dream, cause the destruction was huge I remember in the dream I was certain I would hear about it when I woke up I will try to bring in where exactly, I said it so loud and clear in the dream

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Dream of 20/07/05

had another dream last night(my tues night), I think this is my wanting new beginnings and receiving Blessings from the other side:)I am going into home, it is the home of my nan and grandad. My nan is represented, but it's not her iykwim, we hug but nothing special. I see my grandad (passed last year) he's dressed as I remember him and we hug, a soul to soul hug ( I still remember this vividly:) )I am then with my DH stood on this olde worlde type street, cobbled stones like from the UK, we are on the footpath and DH is saying to me I can't believe we had another child ( he was thrilled!!) I remember saying I never thought we'd have four It was a boy, named Ben I clearly remember the feeling of being united, even more so than we are now, if that's possible that we could travel through anything and we were so so close That's it, hmm wonder if I can make it three in a row will be off to bed soon I will try what you said Lauri

Monday, July 18, 2005

Dream of 18/07/05 Asked for Insight....

Lauri, I asked just as I was falling asleep for insight into this job opportunity that my DH has been given and for us to move to Queensland. This is the result It is my wedding day, I am in a hall which I believe is to be the venue. It has big round tables. I am in panic because I realise I hate my dress, so I'm busily thumbing through the yellow pages. Next thing I am in the dress shop trying on dresses. I am given a fushia pink one , it has buttons down the front and a hood??and has fur like trimmings, it reminds me of little red riding hoods cape. I say no I hate this and she says, well we did have it in yellow, but not now. The lady tells me it's the same as Courtney Love wore to her wedding?I didn't choose that dress but then I am back at the hall and realise I didn't make a hair appt, so do that. I'm wondering where the food is coming from for this wedding when caterers start coming in, I see it's 2.30 and know the wedding will be at 5. Waiters appear and they are setting the tables, they are going to be beautiful I see some tables are becoming full of people but none speak to me, they are greek and I believe are relatives of my soon to be husband, I was told they were eating as they couldn't stay for the wedding I see nobody I know but it doesn't seem to worry me.I wake from the dream and realise it is not my current DH I am going to marry.I think that's all, but I'm rushing to write before I go to work, so will edit if anything else comes.I thought weddings meant a death of something ??

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Dream of 05/07/05

I'm guessing that this is in similar vein to the dream the other day.Simple dream, saw a road blocked up ahead and turned around to find another way to wherever it was I was heading Can't say I'm too thrilled about what's coming

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Dream of 03/07/05

am at a beach area on a wooden decking area about 1-2 metres above the sand. I am stood with my dog Buddy. When I look out towards the water to the left is a rock area (this rock area is not in the water, just on the sand ), where my DH and FiL are stood talking. I am shouting back and forth to them. Again when I look out to the water but to the right in the distance, there a re snow covered mountains.The sky is a lovely blue, the sand golden and clean, the ocean, turquoise and sparkling.Suddenly things change, the sky becomes darkened and cloud covered, the sea choppy. From my right I see things in the air, they look like air balloons, as they get closer, I see they are from the mountains, they are cable cars. It appears they have been blown away by the wind which is getting stronger and stronger. One cable car could fit maybe 20+ people but contained only two. Others seemed to only be able to fit one or two people. I shouted to DH and after several attempts managed to get his attention to them. They came at fast speed, but the closer to my front left side they came, the gentler they seemed to come down. As they touched the water, the bottom of some cars turned to like a jet ski. Others were thrown out and you could see people swimming. Then the water tide became higher and higher and it came up on to the deck and washed over the deck. Buddy and I ran backwards, as the tide went down we went back to the edge of the deck and stared as we saw another, bigger wave starting on in We ran backwards again and the dream ended.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Dream of 26/06/05

am in a building which I recognise from several years ago (an old peoples home) I have my son, the age he is now( I think) and my daughter who looked about 2 who I was carrying.I am on the second floor of this building and I can see through the roof, I see a bomber plane pass over and I know a bomb is going to drop, it does and affects the building. I start running down the stairs with the kids. I then am looking as if I am in the sky with the planes, as I see them directly in front of me. There is the dark grey bomber plane and in front of them (which is closer to me) are 3 gliders (the ones that have a small motor in them???) they are a bright red colour. They are somehow trying to bring this bomber down, but one of the gliders is bought down instead.I am then back in the building no children with me but a soldier appears to my left, he sees another bomb coming and he almost laughs as he sees the destruction it's going to cause, the bomb drops and I see him as the debris ( I think this is human debris ) covers his face. I am not touched by the debris, it is as if I am protected.Also same night....I dreamt a friend of ours came to the door of my now house, I answered and I saw she was without her husband Ken (they NEVER go out without the other in reality) I say hi and ask where is Ken, she hugs me and whispers in my ear, that he is dead I told Sue about this one , we haven't spoken to our friends for some weeks they are doing their usual winter travels interstate.That's all for now

Monday, June 20, 2005

Dream of 20/06/05

I've dreamt several times about a similar theme, I see a car crash. It's not always the same dream, car or people involved, if indeed there are people.About a week ago, I dreamt of seeing another crash, the only thing that stuck in my mind however, was the windshield on one car, it shattered into millions of pieces but however remained on the car, I then see blood seeping through all the cracks and it spreads across the windshield

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Dream of 02/06/05

Dreamt this last night 02.June 05.I 'think' these are two seperate dreams. First I dreamt that we were back living with my inlaws. It wasn't the house we were actually living in together once.I saw two rooms, the bedrooms one ours and one inlaws.Inlaws bedroom was very bare, it had a window on the far wall which had bo curtaining at all. the had a double bed, one side was up against the window. It was a bright room because it had no curtains.Our room as I walked in, it was next door to inlaws room, but on my left where there wall would of been was a bank of curtains which also went right across the back of the room. There were curtains and they were closed so the room was dark. I didn't switch the light but I could still see detail. The curtains were green/pink floral with ruffles. The bed was a huge wooden bed with lovely carved spiralled wood. There was lots of 'stuff' in the room, it felt very full. I walked next to the bed where I saw a fan was switched on, I bent right into it and then switched it off.next dream I am looking at the outside of a house(this too isn't the one of us living together in prior dream), which is a house the inlaws are going to buy. It looks quite big. I remember looking around it very briefly but don't recall details. I remember speaking to my fil and he was saying how this would do, I said to him no it won't settling for something which is not right for you isn't a good idea, I said to fil you will be very unhappy and unsettled if you move here. That's all I got.

Friday, April 29, 2005

Dream of 29th April 05

Dream
Not really sure about this, felt more like a nightmare to start with I became 'aware' of being in the dream state, I am suspended in mid air by something I can't see, I have the feeling of being upside down. At this point I start getting a bit distressed as I'm trying to wake myself but can't I start feeling a tingly sensation around the front of my throat which panics me a bit more and then I relax a little as I recieve the thought that my throat chakra is being worked on (don't know if that was me trying to calm myself) I am then what seems like let down into several levels of awareness, each one I get more out of the dream, then suddenly I am out and awake. I still feel a little shaken and am aware of presences around me in the room. When I've woken I still have the tingly sensation and it's carried through most of the day, that and my voice has been crackly.Had a memory come to me when driving home, I was behind a bright yellow car, now we don't see too many of them, then suddenly right behind me comes another yellow car and I recall that my dream had alot of this same yellow and a lovely bright red. I then kept seeing yellow/red signage, coincidental I think not. Would be interested to know what the yellow/red stands for ?
End Of Dream

Monday, April 25, 2005

Dream of 25/04/05

Dream
I am looking out to a view in the distance of many skyscrapers. I believe I am in the USA. It feels as though this is a very big city, which is built on hills?? It gives the impression of being very 'up and down'. It feels as though some 'incident' has happened and the place feels like there are very few people in it.
I turn around and I am on some steps which to me leads up to what I would call a state building. It has pillars and is quite a grand place.
I am with my family, my DH, son and daughter.
We are then all in the building, which we see has been made into a department store, it is a very big place and reminds me of a warehouse. The lighting does not work, everything seems to of stopped. I think oh wow think of all the things I could take from here *blush* and nobody would know.
We are then what seems within the building but to the side which has lots of grey concret and we are stood by a large water feature. We then all get in a boat which is in the water feature and we move around the water for a while, I can remember seeing a tunneled area which seems to run under the building, like some secret waterway. I see all these little wooden boats, only big enough for 1 person to be sat in. They seem to be doing some job.
I am back outside, again looking over at the skyscrapers and I notice one building is BLUE. It starts
to rain and I go back inside the building. Inside the building, it is raining! The kids and I are needing a toilet stop;) so I take them to a toilet which is just on the outside of the building. There it is very dark and there is a huge SPIDER (ACKKK) it is a tarantula*shudder* so we go back in the building and find a ladies and a gents. Still there is no light and it's very dark but the kids use the loo, while I think gee my bladder is going to burst.
Then I am zoomed back within the department store itself and there are people everywhere and there are store staff milling around as if nothing ever happened. I am in the shoe/handbag department. I look around the handbags but choose nothing, then I am looking at all these shoes but I can't find what I'm looking for.

End of Dream


Saturday, April 23, 2005

Dreams of Pope John Paul II 23/04/05

Dream
Just as I was going to sleep I asked for a dream and for something about my spiritual journey ....I dreamt of Pope John Paul II twice last night. Don't recall much surrounding seeing him, first time he was smiling at me, second time he had a more serious look and was stood at the front of a very large group of people. Strangely, for the second time there were no 'edges' to the dream, it was like a cloudy border I am not or have ever been Roman Catholic so have no idea why I dreamt this one.edited to add, he was young again and I noted his very kindly face, he was wearing his robes (sorry don't know correct name )
End Of Dream

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Dream of 16/04/05

Dream
First off when we were all together DH and SiL were laughing and giggling and looking over to me, I felt very left out I was with DH, DD and my SiL it looked like we were in Adelaide city(similar but not quite) but there were hardly any cars, it was all so quiet, too quiet We were stood on a curb, there were streets going in all directions, criss crossing over each other with little islands for pedestrians to stand in.DH and SiL ran across the road as they did I yelled to DD who was stood a little way from me. I ran across and DD followed although as I started across I saw a car. I yelled to DD and she went over to another area between the roads, so she was seperated from us. I was jumping over the roads to go get her Then we were all together again.Then a person came towards me and was pointing at something, I couldn't see as there was a lamp post?? in the way. I moved around to it where fronting me there had an been an accident.In the front drivers position there was a man with a beard. Althought the seat he was in was still facing front he had been squashed between the front and back and I was getting a side view of him. His neck was half sliced through, he was staring right at me I could see the blood dripping, just one single drop at a time. The car also had too many occupants they were all looking front on at me (I am stood at the side of the vehicle) I am certain one lady was dead, but she was in spirit form but had the look of disorientation and not understanding of what had happened. Then I saw my SiL face in the car too just looking at me. I also saw another lady toward the back just staring and I knew she was alive but she was stunned and didn't want to move. (In my half still asleep state when waking from this dream I tried asking why she was like this and I got because her feet were caught within the crumpled metal)I remember an ambulance and people trying resuscitation while I just stood and tried to work out who was alive and who had gone.I didn't have any fear, colours were vibrant and I'm just left asking why did I dream that.

End Of Dream

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Dream of 13/04/05

Odd dream, was dreaming that I was doing these blood tests on an unknown female, they are Renin and Aldesterone(sp), I kept getting the test times wrong and I had to keep repeating it, I kept apologising the the person. The dream kept going over and over and I woke up with the tests on my mind.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Dream of 06/04/05

Woke up out of this at 2.50am this morning and I think I actually screamed to wake myself OK I know DH was stood to my right. I had been given a photo to see if I could get any info from it. I have no recollection of what the photo was. As I looked, spirit forms began to appear over the photo. I made some comment to DH that I am now able to see spirit in their full form. Probably about 20 forms came on to the pic, then most faded out leaving about 5. One lady stood out to me, face very straight, no hint of happiness, she looked solemn. I got her name was Aunty Iris. I recognised this name but didn't recall where from. Then there was a baby, it was fretting, screaming and really upset and unhappy,I felt it was possessed, I said I would try to pick it up and see if I could help. As I picked it up, it continued crying and then suddenly it stopped, looked over my left shoulder and then something grabbed me from behind, which is where I screamed and woke myself up. As I woke up, I felt there was a warning to do with my FIL (DH's dad). DH and Rom woke when I screamed (Rom had previously tried to wake me out of it, he has got very sensitive to spirits around me) Anyway I asked DH who Aunty Iris was and he said Dad's mum's sister(we have to check this) She died several years ago.
NOTE:
My description of this lady, very upright, smart lady, dressed in a two piece suit, something like you'd see from the 1940's era I would think. It was like a tweed style suit, only it appeared to be more of a wool type material? She was probably 5ft 5-6in. As I said before she had a very severe look about her, not a happy sort of person.
I found out Aunty Iris was my FIL's mum's sister. Dad thinks she died approx.'79-'80. She was a very solumn person, not very kind to him or many others.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Dream of 29/03/05

Dream
Walked into some big double doors leading into a nursing home. There was a big entrance way and leading off were two passage ways. I felt like I was looking for someone specific.In the centre of the two were the toilets and other rooms. I decided to walk to the left. I came across bedrooms for the elderly folks, I went to each room, they were big rooms but only had one person in them. I came across people I had actually taken care of when I used to work in these types of homes and I was happy to see them, although they really didn't remember me. I was going from room to room, sometimes I recognised a face but couldn't remember a name so I looked at the wall were there was a nameplate and I remember remembering them. Some I couldn't recall at all.I came to the bottom of the hall where I came upon a staff member, not recalling this properly but I seemed to ask them if they knew the person I was looking for...she went off to ask someone else and I then carried on around to where the bottom end of the other passage was and started making my way back up.
Darn there is something else and I can't recall it again, will try and see if it will come editing to add: ok it came back to me Still there in the nursing home, there was a delivery of CARE packages. There were big crates of a mixture of stuff. It was my job and also my husband and son's(who came from nowhere) to sort through them and seperate them into 3 huge metal containers. First thing I noted were lots of toys ( remember thinking how odd in a nursing home) they were one crate, another was slippers, fluffy slippers which were to be put in another crate and I guess whatever left was for the third crate, but i didn't see what it was.I think that's it unless anything else comes up adding again, as I was going past and sometimes into the bedrooms, sometimes the person was in the bed, other times sat up in a chair. One lady who was sat up did remember me and smiled at me. Her name in real life was Ella, she died about 14 years ago.

End of Dream

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Dream of 15/03/05

Dream
Can't remember any of the dream, except I think I was maybe arguing with someone (even myself) and then all I remember clearly is seeing this most beautiful vision of an ocean of the most wonderful turquoise and almost white very fine sand beach. It reminds me 'seeing' it now of 'Paradise':) I remember the calmness once I saw it wash over me :)
End of Dream

Friday, February 25, 2005

Dream of 25/02/05

Dream
Anyway this one happened about an hour and a half before the prayer circle friday.I dreamt I was riding a bicycle and I was getting terribly frustrated because I knew the circle was going to start soon and I wanted to be ready. I was looking for a place where I could set down and get comfortable, the area around me was beautiful countryside, lush greens, sun was shining, there was a stream, there were other people about walking, talking, happy and there were 'pets' but they weren't on leashes they were running/walking free:) (Some people looked as though they were in the Victorian era, with the dresses and the sun shades they were carrying.) I looked to my left and was amazed by the lovely view, I could see rolling hills in the distance, flowers, trees, there was a light, not bright, but very beautiful, that cast a glow over the whole scene, kind of like a gentle haze.:) I can still feel the gasp I took at seeing it's beauty. I remember thinking, yes this is the perfect spot, then all of a sudden I felt a need to return home :( So I got moving on my cycle and I guess got home. There seemed to be a lot of commotion going on and it began to feel like I'd commited a crime of some sort, that while cycling I'd done something wrong. I had no memory of what this was. I then woke up with a start. I'm just thinking this now as I'm writing it...but could I of visited the otherside?? But why the feeling of crime when getting home?? Guilt at wanting to stay?? With the Victorian era ...I have always felt a strong prior life connection at this time...a happy time, where I was carefree and in a fairly wealthy enviroment.
End of Dream

Friday, February 18, 2005

Dream of 18/02/05

Dream
I remember during the dream I was trying to wake up from it We went over to see our rl friends, K & N. They were very quiet and subdued, I remember thinking they had been like it a while.I asked N, "have we done something wrong", she let a small smile pass and then said, "we wondered when you were going to ask". By this time K was crying and shaking his head from side to side. N cont'd on saying we had decided not to (lost info here, darn!!!) until you had asked us. I remember N telling me how she's seen me good one minute and bad(moody) the next. She also told me that someone we had both worked with (can't recall the name but I don't know who the person is in rl) said that I just talked and talked and when someone discussed their problems I'd often overrun them with my own problems( )There was more to this but I'm missing bits and pieces It's just left me feeling uneasy Also don't know if this was a continuation or seperate...Was having to go to work, I was driving a white car, I'd had to take out the front passenger seat and to enable me to drive DH's dog Rommell had to sit in the space So we got to work, I remember circling the carpark a few times and then finally finding a space I liked (carpark was empty, seemed to be on waste land) I took Rom in to an office area, where there were about 6 staff members. I then thought 'oh he can't come to work with me' he'll have to stay here. I tied him to the oven handle. The girls hadn't noticed him so I said, "look I had to bring the dog" to which one of them came over to pet him, I told her how to get to the dogs level and let him sniff her hand and they were introduced.
End of dreams

Friday, January 21, 2005

Dream of 21/01/05

Dream
I am with my DH and we turn up at this house, it is old and dingy looking. We go to the door and it turns out I'm there for a weight watchers meeting. A lady answers the door and invites us in. The door takes us into the middle of a passageway. It is dark and smells musty, I am hesitant to go inside but Dave encourages me to do so. So we go in and move through to a lounge area. The house is fairly bare of possesions. In the middle of the room is a single lounge chair which you can see has been well used. Dave goes and sits on the floor to the left of the chair, I go to sit on the floor to the right, but the lady says no that's my seat, you have to sit in the chair, so I do and snuggle in and she sits on the floor.
End of Dream

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Dream of 11/01/05

Dream
This felt sooo nice Last night before sleep I put a picture of my grandad under my pillow, each night I have asked him for a visit but this time I thought I'd try a pic.So I had a dream that I was searching for Chris (my gd) I was going around the outside of our house and then out of the dark came our Tess (GSD) who passed away back in July. She came bounding at me, tail wagging, was so happy to see me I remember saying Oh Tessy and us making a fuss of each other and then I woke up Left me with a warm fuzzy feeling
End of Dream

Friday, January 07, 2005

Dreams of 07/01/05

Dream
Shortest one...Stood in front of me were two little girls, actually both looked similar to the victorian Christmas girl Sue has/had on the top of a forum (which incidently has always reminded of someone I have known? but not from this life ), think they may of been twins and I was going to adopt them. They both wore red dresses.Second one, I am in a beauty parlor and I am served by the lady who is the area trainer for my real life job. I am there to have my hair coloured but she can't get the right shades to match my current colours, I see alot of red being mixed. So instead she ends up doing my face with make up. I see my face full on in the mirror and look closely and I think I don't look any different to what I would normally do for my working day, I also remember thinking that i liked what I saw in the mirror. Lyn (the lady ) then charges me $22.00.
End of Dream

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Dream of 01/01/05

Dream
In a mall...there was my DH, my GF, a couple of men who seemed to be 'official' and our dog Rommell. I was there too, but seperate from the group looking into a jewellers shop window. A pram appeared next to Rommell with a baby in it and next thing Rom had bit the child Everyone in the group started yelling at DH, I stood in front of him and said "It was not his fault" and we had to leave without Rom, he would be put down by these 'officials' that were there. We walk out of the mall and come to a very busy street, as we approach the street I remember that I'd heard this road was known for it's traffic jams. Dh crosses first then I, but I stop in the middle of the road before going on. Then I become seperated from DH and I am with my son on the top of a high rise building...seems it is in the process of being built and I have to take great leaps across parts of the building (in rl I am terrified of heights!!!) then I see I am on a see saw with son which is really a wood plank on a block, for which my son is helping with my confidence to do more leaping across the building. Then I am back with DH in the mall and Rommell is walking back to us with his leash trailing behind and nobody is around, like it's closing time.Dream 2, last night, again I am in a public place, possibly an airport, I am in a toilet and two young girls come up to the door and knock and say, James, James, I look back through the perspex panel which is at the top of the door and say no it's me Sam, they look stunned then giggle.I come out and one of the girls approaches me and starts telling me stuff about her life , I tell her I can relate and then a strong energy comes up real close to my left side, I can almost hear his breathing. I feel it is a male and I ask her ' did you lose your father' with tears in her eyes she says yes. I then feel I am being gripped in a tight hug and I tell her he loves her so much and he sends her hugs. I also tell her that he is sorry for how things turned out .She thanks me, hugs me and leaves.I am then travelling very fast on a train, seems it's out of control and we are trying to stop it, it feels to me like the rollercoaster rides I loathe so much, the wind is powerful yet I see 2 young children down near the front of the train opening a big door to let the air come through, I am trying to get courage up to go and help them, I remember praying and then the dream finishes I feel both of these are telling me about the leap of faith and the encouragement/confidence to believe I do have gifts which need to be used and it highlights the quickness of what is happening around me at present.
End of Dream