Dream of 27/01/06

Just woke from this, no way am I going to remember all the details and be able to describe all the wonderful colours I'm not exactly sure where the dream starts or ends so will just say what I remember...My DH dies. I am so devasted, nothing can console me,I feel like my heart has been torn out. (I wake with the feeling as if I have been crying for days.) The 'funeral' is being arranged around me. I know our dear friend Ken (still alive) has passed some time ago, then suddenly his wife Kath(alive) dies also and then I think this is where then DH dies also.There were also some 'famous' passings, can't remember who...but all actors/actresses.I remember trying to work out about telling someone that Kath had died and then it eventually clicked they had both died and I then said Oh no need to tell anyone, they both found out when they passed and met on the other side.We are at a circus/amusement ground. There are people around organising DH's funeral. They are all smiling, joking but I can see they have memories. There are ice cream vans, clowns, performers, this is Dh's funeral. There were some words that came to me, like an Angel song, that I was going to read out, I wasn't sure I would be able to speak. I am then seeing others speaking without any problem, clear and joyful.I then started to see some other people, they were in a big hall which was part of a nursing home?? I saw Kath's mum (passed) dancing in the middle of the room, arms out, joyful.I could see she was Spirit as she was almost transparent yet I could see her clearly. I saw others who I don't know. I saw Dh's nan (passed) and believe I 'spoke' with her only I can't remember what. I am thrilled! to of remembered a dream again.