Dream of 28/02/02

I'm hoping someone may be able to shed some much needed light on these dreams.I have been having these similar themed dreams for a few years now and as they keep coming guess I haven't figured out what I'm supposed to.Last nights dream...I am in a coach (greyhound type vehicle) sitting on the back seat (I always sit at the back in these dreams) when a bus starts annoying the driver of our coach by driving up close near my window and keeps doing this until our driver seems to 'lose it' and starts driving our coach erratically. I realise the coach is going to be involved in a major accident Then when I realise this i am transported to a very busy railway station, people and trains everywhere. While here I still seem to know whats happening on the coach and that the accident will be soon. Then I realise that there is going to be major problems with trains and that more serious accidents are going to happen. Then right in front of me I see a train come straight through a wall, knocking people out of the way. I realise other trains will be doing the same, no one will know what direction they will be coming and nobody can hide.I see others trying to guide people to safety, but they are cut off by a train. I stand amongst the panic trying to figure out a way to hide and realise I can do nothing, except stand there and 'try' (im currently doing this in reality) to meditate and realise God is the only one who can help (I'm also realising this more in reality too and this is a first for this kind of thinking in the dreams). Usually in these 'accident' dreams ( dreamed of being in several fatal train crashes although I haven't died, as well as plane and bus crashes) I have someone I know, usually my mum or fil ( who I have strained relationships with) but this time there was nobody I knew although i remember thinking about my dh.These dreams stay with me several days and leave me feeling very drained.Any ideas??