Dream of 08/01/08

I've had several nights of where I'm not sleeping very well, so was surprised to dream.This was just one of several, but disturbed me greatly My nan walks into a room where I am standing, she is smaller, more frail than I remember when I last saw her (prob '93?when I left the UK)I run to her and hug her so tight, I am crying torrents and say through my tears and sobs that I missed her so much (we parted on bad terms) and she says I know you have. As we are hugging our throats seem to come together, I try to pull away but can't and I start to feel from her throat cancer. Now obviously I don't know what that feels like, but my throat begins to close over and tightens, I can still breathe, barely. I just know it is cancer.I wake abruptly.It's still upsetting me now.She was a smoker.I'm not certain Nan is still alive, or maybe she is getting ready to pass. I will try to find out. OK just recalled the place where I saw Nan was at a laundrette. Everything was white.In other dreams I saw my grandad (nans hubby) who passed and is my guardian angel but saw him at a distance, I saw caravans and holidays to plymouth(UK) all things I used to do as a child with them- I don't know about plymouth though.I saw me driving a coach in an army uniform and I spray stuff on soldiers sitting on coach to make them sleep, i then 'escape', as i go around a bush a soldier from the bus aims a grenade at me, it blows but misses me I run over a hedge and see a huge palm tree and in the palm tree is hanging a basket (like you'd put flowers in) I think it's perfect for hiding so climb and get in the basket (I am soaking wet) it's then I see grandad Chris.I think I also saw my dad's side of family (who have passed). That wasn't real clear.No wonder I'm tired

Sue's interpreatation:
lots of info in that dream Sam, I have no time but will try to remember to come back. I am thinking maybe she did pass or is close and the dream itself was one of chase and lucidity to hide and not get killed. will have to try later((((hugs))also the throat coming together and all YOU are an empath and this is your guides showing you how they will work with you to "get" it. meaning to be a possible medical intuit.